On Saturday my mother came over because she wanted to see Baby. The whole time is just akward but I am starting to get used to that since I am starting to think this is just how this is going to be from now on.
My sister was spending the weekend at my place and by 1pm she still hadn't eaten breakfast or lunch (not because I hadn't cooked) when my mother finds out about this she asks my sister if she is dumb or stupid. I damn nearly passed out cause I could not believe what I was hearing. I told my mother how dare she talk to her daughter like that. Which then proceeded to her sitting down on my couch and not talking or moving for about 30 minutes finally I ask her what is wrong and she starts crying (which now I see as manipulation) and saying that Silvia doesn't respect her.
Ummmmmm.....
These people honestly have so many issues. Really? Respect? How the hell are any of us supposed to respect them when we were never shown respect or taught to respect them. The only thing we were taught to do was to fear them.
After talking for some time she basically said that whenever we got hit it was our fault because we weren't doing what we were supposed to. Plus she told me that I need to take responsibilities for my actions and stop blaming others for my problems.
Yeah.....that really happened.
I am feeling so betrayed, hurt and sad with this whole situation.
To top it off I know my aunts have called my mother and I get the feeling (because no one will tell me what she really said) that she has either told them I am lying or that I am making a bigger deal than it really is. Why do I think this? Well this has been what has happened my whole life. There are things that I know for a fact happened and she will sit there and deny them.
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These people honestly have so many issues. Really? Respect? How the hell are any of us supposed to respect them when we were never shown respect or taught to respect them. The only thing we were taught to do was to fear them.
After talking for some time she basically said that whenever we got hit it was our fault because we weren't doing what we were supposed to. Plus she told me that I need to take responsibilities for my actions and stop blaming others for my problems.
those are things I was told my whole life too, its pretty sad but you know the truth. Manipulation to me is the worst, it makes me so angry, because my whole life I was manipulated to feel like I was a bad kid, I was the one who deserved to be treated like crap. We both were young and innocent children. We feared our parents until we saw what else was out there and realized we were old enough to make our lives go in the direction we want. I find peace in that now. My whole life I kept thinking to myself, I will never be like my parents, ever, I will do things right with my kids. And lookey here you are doing things right!
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