I never imagined this would be my life.
Even after years of receiving physical and verbal abuse I never thought I would cut ties with my father. Or struggle to continue to have a relationship with my mother. Let alone cut ties with my brother.
This only happens in movies or other families but not mine.
Boy was I wrong.
How did we get here?
I don't even think there is anything anyone can do to fix this.
To tell you the truth I do not even want to be an eternal family with these people.
So many things are crossing my head. I really need my therapy to start soon. One more week and then I can try and get some help.