Friday, June 17, 2011

Not in my wildest dream

I never imagined this would be my life.

Even after years of receiving physical and verbal abuse I never thought I would cut ties with my father. Or struggle to continue to have a relationship with my mother. Let alone cut ties with my brother.

This only happens in movies or other families but not mine.

Boy was I wrong.

How did we get here?

I don't even think there is anything anyone can do to fix this.

To tell you the truth I do not even want to be an eternal family with these people.

So many things are crossing my head. I really need my therapy to start soon. One more week and then I can try and get some help.

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