Friday, September 24, 2010

I miss you

My dear husband is amazing, not to brag but really he is. He has started school full time and is also working full time. After realizing that the stores we own are not doing as well as we all thought they would do, we decided it was time for him to go back to school and get a degree. This was a hard decision since this meant Baby and I would barely get to see him but for a better future it needed to be done.

We miss Jon terribly! We really only see him Wednesday night, Saturday morning and Sunday morning that is all. I can see a difference in Baby since Jon started this new schedule my poor Baby he knows something is off.

The good thing is he only has 3 semesters left of school so not too long but then we have to decide what to do from there if get a job or go to a MBA program or JDMA.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Who are you?

The last few week I have come to realize that the people I knew as my parents are no longer...sad...

I never saw them as I do now. Maybe its like that for everyone out there but since I haven't had them close by I didn't see it till just recently.

But life goes on, right?

Thursday, September 2, 2010

The Aguilera's

Well my family is moving to Utah. They are actually on there way as we speak and should be here by tomorrow night. You would think I would be super excited about this and maybe if this had happened a few months ago I would've be but right now its kinda bitter sweet.

You see I am kinda hurt by my parents and one sibling. All three are coming off as really ungrateful which makes me sad because my husband and I have done a lot in the last year for this one sibling and for them not to be grateful about it really hurts. I am now coming off to them as a trouble maker and liar. I cannot believe that my parents have taken sides it really hurts. The funny thing is that my mother will talk to me like nothing is wrong but I have my other siblings calling me and letting me know what my parents are saying behind my back. I thought we were all adults. My father hasn't spoken to me in about 3 weeks because I wouldn't help this one sibling out.

I know that once they get here I will have to have a lot of boundaries with them because they say a lot of things that in my books are not okay to say. I feel differently about the church then they do and that is causing some issues too, so it should be interesting how it all turns out.