Saturday, September 3, 2011

Therapy

I was finally able to get an appointment to go see a therapist who won't try to rob me financially.

I know I need therapy but paying $75 for a 30 minute session just seems a little extreme for me.

I had my first session on the 1st of September and my mom is paid for it however I know she has not told my father that she is doing this and that to me says a lot about him and where he is at right now that my own mother won't tell him how I wanted them to pay for my therapy sessions. Oh well there's nothing I can do about that.

I really liked the therapist and the first sessions was just all over the place but he really got me thinking with some things about my life which is good because they were things I had never thought of before.

From here on out I probably won't be posting too much about that part of my life because I have decided I will keep a personal journal while dealing with it all. No one really wants to hear about my depressing life.

Anyways I do think that therapy is going to help me be able to forgive my father and help me with being able to be happy with every aspect in my life. I know nothing will be perfect cause nothing ever is but I can be happy with imperfection where right now I am not and I bring myself down when I am not perfect in everything.

2 comments:

Mimi said...

Therapists are so wonderful. I know first hand. It is so nice to have someone outside of family and friends that you can talk to. Good luck with everything. Forgiveness is a long road, but one well worth traveling. It is so freeing.

Brad and Danielle said...

I'm so glad you were able to find a therapist, and one you like at that. I hope you get the help you have been looking for. Good luck!