But here is my confession, I lost the weight so fast by not eating and by not eating I don't mean I ate just not a lot, NO, I mean I really did not eat. In looking back if I had 1000 calories in one day that was way too much. Wow that's really sad just seeing that written out.
This past week I have been really depressed. At the beginning of the week I looked at myself in the mirror before taking a shower and wow...it was really sad what I saw. I am just a bag of bones. I cried while taking a shower because I never really wanted to look like that and I don't know why I let myself get to this point.
I know that maybe some people are going to read this post and say "whatever be happy that you are skinny" but let me tell you its one thing to be skinny and its one thing to be where I am. I used to have a ghetto booty and at this point I no longer have any muscle and therefore my butt is none existing.
I now need to work toward getting healthier. Today I started my routine, I will be going to the gym 3 times a week to do weight lifting and then every night I will do some exercises to help my butt.
I am hoping that by April I can at least have enough of a butt that my pants don't fall off. I will update every so often as to how its going.